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on the count of three-go.
1..2....
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[18 May 2006|12:34am] |
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Whether you know it or not, this is the role that is most in tune with who you are at your core. As a Performer, people are stimulated by your talkative, friendly, entertaining manner and love your generous, comical, and uninhibited way. With your outgoing, impulsive, and positive nature, you can't help but be uplifting to those around you because you are constantly showing them that loving life is productive and necessary. You are always attracted to new ideas, fashions and trends, and fascinated by the possibilities that each represent. You probably listen to your senses before making decisions, but because you are generally eager to experience all that life has to offer, you should pay even closer attention. You may have a tendency to be overly self-indulgent and this could be harmful to you and the people you love. Remember that your charming social gifts can help you go far.
hah my destiny.
whatevaahh.
woot happy birthday to ryan yesterday. krunk times were had by all.
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[29 Apr 2006|12:34am] |
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when you have to work in 7.5 hrs
and theres ntohing to drink but beer
and nothing to smoke but green
youll know how i feel. but until then you dont. and thats sad.
i promise im a much more interesting person, i just cant write honestly in this thing. but its nice to know what all of you that i cant talk to every day are up to. i miss some ppl. call me.
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| my current state |
[03 Apr 2006|08:07pm] |
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wyclef ft some chic-dance like this |
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im so fucking frustrated about things that noone cares about. i love and hate everything and everyone, from the bottom of my heart.
sometimes it scares me how i can understand what psychotics feel. hah but im not one of them. i dont have that kind of dedication.
i feel sick. this isnt some cry for someone to talk to me about this. its more like a leave me alone, it doesnt effect you nor our relationship in any way kind of thing, more a scream than a cry.
my thoughts are too intense to share is all...im going to shut up.
oh and later i will take pictures of my new cut. im loving it.
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| freaks. |
[07 Mar 2006|01:38pm] |
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frou frou let go |
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what a sideshow.
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[01 Mar 2006|08:06pm] |
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the white stripes-youre pretty good looking (for a girl) |
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as you all know tomorrow is a holiday. saturday is when we celebrate. you know who you are- or you should. be there or be ... well then i guess or do not be. but you will suck. think about it.
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| my away msg. trust. |
[24 Feb 2006|05:41pm] |
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packing to go to tampa, my phone is sucking but try me at 813 758 9232 if not leave a msg and i will call you as i check them periodically using another line k? love ya and hopes you love me! oh and mar 4 is the weekend of my birthday you better be at 1014 if you know i love you or you are on the fucking SHIIIITT LIST.
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[08 Feb 2006|07:59am] |
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i need a cure for my insomnia before i loose my job. anyone?
besides xanax and a cocaine habit i dont know what to do.
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| its a brazilian birthday. |
[23 Jan 2006|05:13am] |
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Happy birthday Minamia!!<3333
come to orlando soon putahobitchslut.
love you.
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[18 Jan 2006|05:19am] |
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frou frou - breathe in |
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ive decided im going to start writing. anyone got any ideas for me *cough* kevin, angelina maybe?
i need a hobby and i like this one for now so theres why.
me and heath have some ideas. we'll see what happens.
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| breathe. |
[14 Jan 2006|11:16pm] |
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frou frou-breathe in |
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I - read you - and god I'm good at it - I'm so spot on
chord - shapes in air - go press that dissonance - if you dare
and you - breathing in - finesse an innocent
from her partying
and I'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling
and I'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling
cause I love you no?
can't help but love, you know...
what - part of no - don't you understand - I've told you before
to just get - off my case - this isn't happening - stop this now
and I - where was I? - I have to be somewhere
now where did I put it?
and I'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling
and I'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling
cause I love you no?
can't help but love you, no...
is this it - is this it - is this it?
yes - hello we're back - and we're taking calls
now what was the question?
and I'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling
and I'm high enough from all the waiting
to ride a wave on your inhaling
cause I love you no?
can't help but love you, no...
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[12 Jan 2006|05:46pm] |
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the x files on da tgv |
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if there was one thing i would say to everyone in the world because i think everyone needs to hear it is:...to control your fears. people are walking around everywhere feeling voids, feeling confused or aimless or unhappy no matter what they do. everyone holds themselves back with their bad habits, and self esteem issues, and methods of self destruction-all of these things that cause us to be medoicre in our endeavors. we need to control our fears, learn to get past them because they are what cause all of these things, our weaknesses that keep us from self actualizing all of our potential. from feeling happy with atleast ourselves and our thoughts and feelings and the way we live our lives-being happy with atleast yourself brings you so much closer to happiness. when you can realize your potential and your own unique self-you can actually then be able to appreciate other people and be succesful in the neccesary relationships of life. your own fears are your biggest weakness, when you deal with them, you will be a stronger person.
holy random. my head is spinning and my thoughts are dazzling me.
black and milds are good.
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| aimless energy. im not revealing as much as you think. |
[09 Jan 2006|12:19am] |
it feels like sometimes time stops. and you look around and everything and everyone around you is moving, passing by. and you cant do anything besides sit there, watch, and contribute nothing. and its not your fault, theres just nothing you want to pay attention too. life is a blur, nothing to feel nothing to do about it. nothing you want to do, just things that are neccesary like breathing-sleeping-eating, bodily functions are what make the time go by. no passion. envious of those who have things to do, to care about.
my little brother just got his heart broken. by some girl. hes sad. it kind of makes me sad.
when people invest so much into relationships and they get nothing in return. sad to see his little sad faces over aim is all.
im starting to have some sort of discrepancy between sleep and real life.
tomorrow i just have one thing to do, and finding the will to actually do something is so hard for some reason.
hope i can get my act together soon.
ive never needed a distraction like now. school was somehting i planned to put all of this aimless energy into.
and that is now not an option-my life is on hold once again.
if i sit in this apartment on this couch watching this poor excuse for entertainment that is television for much longer i may just lose myself, my mind, everything. sick.en.ing.
leaving me in my own head wouldnt help me become a more contributing member of society, but ivenever wanted to be that, thats now something i care about too much. i feel like my own head is much more interesting then whats going on around me. i want somehting that matters.
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[05 Jan 2006|03:53pm] |
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damn i need a job.
im feeling so lazy with all this free time.
i cant go to school, because people are always stading in my way with their incompetence. valencia lost my taxes. school starts on monday. the person who did my taxes no longer has them and now i reordered them which will take 2 wks to get here-- you do the math kids.
my back is killing me right now.
so bored.
kill me if you have any mercy.
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[03 Jan 2006|03:45pm] |
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gorillaz---all alone |
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i got my new laptop and it is PURE SEX!
happy new year all////hope this year is better so lets all get to work.
happy birthday to allah.
heathers is coming up on jan 11 and marla jan 25 so get those presents ready
hugs
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| take a look at me. |
[22 Dec 2005|05:11pm] |
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against all odds-the postal service |
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[12 Dec 2005|04:54pm] |
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john lennon-imagine |
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i have 150 dollars and about 2 weeks to make 250 more for rent. with no job.
what a good week.
hows everyone elses holidays going?
somone got shot in the apartment across from mine saturday night. well 2 people. crazy ay.
i dont have much else to say.
you know where i am if you want me kiddies.
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| well...misery loves company |
[02 Dec 2005|06:03pm] |
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hah so this has been the week of shit.
careful theres a shitstorm, hovering right above my head-- but it may come your way soon.
ok so as i said before im no longer with that cowardly,deceitful jerk right? well ...
and
get this---------> JOBLESS!
yay. and the crowd roars.
man someone up there doesnt like me.
well....what can i say but FUCK!!!!!!!
if anyone cared about me theyd shoot me in the forehead.
i hear bad things always come in three's....so im waiting for my head or heart to implode right now.
because i dont have anything else going for me.
what a wait.
oh and happy fucking holidays.
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